Sowwy, I was sooooo busy last few days ago. I haven't write my blog for a couple of days.

My young ladies and their dad moved closer to me. It is about 50 mintues away and it is so much better than 3 hours to drive to see them.  I decided to come along with them to go down south to help them to pack their stuffs, cleaned the kitchen, 2 bathrooms and they will have to go back to pick some leftover stuffs and clean the rest of it.  I am not sure if I am going with them again.  I am sooo busy around this house and I am kinda behind with my crafts. All is I wanted to finish my flag projects before 4th of July. I could make more money for my future.

Last weekend, it was awful and yes, B and I had a terrible arguements and he decided that he is really moving out by July 19th and I guess our relationship will be end.  Bawled my eyes out all day. My face was all puffed up.. It was not good. :o(   I tried to avoid him all day on Sunday. He just wanted to be that way he wanted to be.  I guess Booze is No.# 1 in his life instead of me. Sad, isn't it?

I am trying to think positive and It is very hard for me to stay positive. The problem is how can I afford myself, rent, and other things.  If this plan doesn't work at all, then I might have to work 2 jobs and not going to college this fall till I get my feet back.  Life is tough for me.

Sowwy, you have to read this shitty blog. I'm very tired. Too much stressful for me.

 ~ Sissy